The Secret That Killed Me

I want to tell you but I can't, even though I try so hard. But if I tell you, you might think I'm a retard.

And you know right now I'm thinking of you,I think you are thinking to.

I want to hold you until the end, but if I can't then I got my friend.

You'll be better off with him, get to know him, his name is TIM.

He's the coolest homie I have ever met, I've got everything planned for y'all everything is set.

That's all I rally have to say, I guess I'll see you tomorrow or the next day, OR MAYBE NEVER AGAIN!*!*!*!*!*!*!*!*!*!

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THANK Y'ALL~*~*~*~*~*~ :-)