I can\'t act like me around you
I really don\'t know why
I cant see the things I do
So why do I even try
You\'ll never get to know the real me at the rate were going here
You\'ll never see who i really am
unless this disappears
I don\'t know what this is
I don\'t know why it controls so much
I don\'t know why i completely freak
At every look or touch
I cant figure out what it is i seek
I\'m so sorry that I\'m this way
I\'m sorry that i lied
I don\'t want this thing to stay
I cant stop it though trust me Ive tried
I guess I\'ll just have to let this rest
maybe we went meant to be
or who knows maybe just letting you go will turn out for the best.
*this ones to Ryan I really like him and stuff but I cant be myself around him no matter how hard i try to just be me it never works...if you got any tips or anything to help me out just leave it in a comment xx*
