What happens when things go wrong...

When things go wrong I sit all alone...
sitting all by myself at home.
Its usually my fault when things don't go right....
maybe I should give up the fight.
No matter how hard I try....
I still feel like shit, like I want to die.
Maybe if I just kept my mouth shut about how I feel
when I get hurt it won't seem like a big deal.
When things go wrong I go insane....
It hurts, I feel so much pain.
It's my fault that you aren't here....
you no longer feel near.
Why did you have to go away?
And why id it me that has to pay?
I know the answers are in my head....
but the only thoughts I have are of you, the rest
are now dead.
I search for you, but you are no where to be found.
So here I am, my tears spilling upon the ground.
When things go wrong, you aren't here...
and you're the only one with the right gear.
When things go wrong,
I'm helpless..........

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