I await until my untimely end. for the pain i can bare no longer the each day i ponder the thoughts of if he'll come back to me and i cringe to the thought of he has moved on and how happy i was... i cant not blame him for what he feels i would never want to force his to love to one he cant give the pressure the amount i go through each day of wanting to change everything about me hoping then he'll realize who i really am and truly love me
