Suicide Note Part 1

There's a feeling inside me
It's been burning for so long
I take a look within
And tell myself to be strong

I really can't take it
I'm tired of it all
Everything is going wrong
And I can't seem to stop this fall

All those lonely nights
I searched for a reason why
Couldn't find an answer
And all I did was cry

Tired of living in the dark
And hoping for the best
If it doesn't get better
I'll lay my soul to rest

There's nothing you can say
To change whats done
I'm alone in this world
And I'm ready to fire the gun