all through child hood i was raised the way kids are supposed to be.
carefree and loving.
it wasn't till i hit mid teens when i some how went wrong.
started to hang with the wrong crowd. got into shit that I'm not supposed to.
but all this made me who i am,
a plain rocker to the core.
full of hatred to people who think they know what they are doing.
but bring false hope of an old woman and her children.
its not fair, and life will never be..
i want to stomp my feet and scream to the world.
but all that is going to do is condemn my soul and push me further from bliss.
so i ask u what do i do?
what have i done that is worth the pain that i feel!!!
WHY, i ask , WHY must i be put through this hurtful circumstance.
all i ask is a normal live is that so hard.. a peaceful and simple life.
P.S my mom has a aneurysms in the back of her neck attached to the brain steam and part of the back of her brain.. she might be going through surgery, or she might be a ticking time bomb ready to explode and kill my mom as fast as a snap of the fingers.
-i will always love u mom.. no matter what happens your in god's hands.
