I know that you are hurting,
All these thoughts you have are stirring,
But no matter what I say
Your decision wont sway
You dont want to stay.
And I cant stop the pain
Im crying in vain
But I know you wont let go
At least for now,
Another day,
Where you will take my breath away.
I always wonder
Sit and ponder
How is it that you fill me with glad
But at the same time overwhelm me with sad
This question revolving
Never solving
Constant screaming
Restless dreaming
Sanity teeming
Within the confines of my soul
Instead of heart, an endless hole
But the shadow has gone
The darkness moved on
I see you smile
And it brightens my world
At least for a while
Return the smile,
Look into your eyes
Just to see you say goodbye.
I love you so much
But why cant I tell?
Am I shy?
Or do I fear my love youll deny?
If you did, I would end
The pieces of my heart
Too small to mend
I cannot not escape you
Youre my everything, forever
I will not forget you, ever
I call out your name
One last chance to end this game
I lower my head to face the ground
And search inside for words unfound
I find my voice
And try to breathe
And put this heavy heart at ease
I tell you of the way I feel
That I never believed this love to be real
That your laugh can make my very day
And all the hurt just melt away.
I ask you, whether near or far
If I could be your shining star
An awkward pause,
A gentle breeze,
The lapping of the endless seas
I finally look to your face
Expecting a smile,
But find a frown in its place
Drag the blade
From left to right,
To ease the pain
Within the plight
In my bed
Tossing
Turning
Constant pain but never learning
Slip the loop
And tie the knot
Theres nothing left,
My soul will rot
My death has come,
My time to go
The fragments of my broken heart
Falling down to earth like snow.
