Do You Even Notice?

I'm sitting in the room
do you even notice?
my wrist is cut up good
do you even notice?
there are tears behind my eyes
do you even notice?
all my smiles are lies
do you even notice?
my breath is running short
do you even notice?
I miss you even more
do you even notice?
I'm dying, I dont want to live
do you even notice?
after all that I could give
but you don't even notice.
I'm trying to forget
do you even notice?
so many things I regret
do you even notice?
I'm suicidal now
do you even notice?
I love you still somehow
do you even notice?
Your the reason I want to die
do you even notice?
your the reason I'm empty inside
do you even notice?

and if I was to die tomorrow
would you really even care?
would you visit my grave everyday
or would nobody be there...