You Made Me

Your cold words are piercing me like a knife
As sharp as the one i lay upon my wrist
Cutting endlessly hoping this will be the end
The end of all this torture you're causing me

Happiness is forbidden in this tunnel of "love"
Forgiven mistakes blocking my path
What seemed so right is now so wrong
Now my eyes are drowning in painful tears

Behind my shallow eyes are memories of us
Running so fast, slipping from me
Laughing at me as I'm falling down hard
Knowing there is a dent from how hard i hit

My fragile heart is shattering like a glass mirror
Bleeding into depths it has never bled before
It has been torn like a piece of paper
By the one perfect person who i thought loved me

Little pieces of my life are shedding from my mind
Piece by piece you are watching me fall apart
Enjoying my misery is your entertainment
You stare and grin when the tears hit my face

You force yourself to hate me to fall out of love
Breaking me into what i have become in the end
I'm the one who stood by you and now I'm gone
Standing still like a poor dead girl...and this is what you made me