Was this right?

by My Life Will Never Be The Same   Sep 28, 2005


Was this the right decision?
Was what I did the best?
Are you going to come back and do more?
Or will I fail this test?

What you did was wrong.
You shouldn't touch me in any way.
So I decided to speak up,
And now I feel like I shouldn't have said what I had to say.

You hurt me,
But you say I broke your trust.
Dang I wish you knew
That for you I no longer lust.

You were part of my past,
Not my present or my future.
You hurt me, in more than one way,
And now I think you are a bastard.

I want to hurt myself,
And you are the one to blame.
I'm sorry to tell you this,
But I am no longer your little game.

I'm sick and tired of you touching me,
Where I don't want you to.
I'm going to finally talk because,
I'm tired of always turning to you.

You were my shoulder to lean on,
But now that is gone.
I don't want to ever touch you again,
You no longer make me strong.

So I think I made the right decision,
You won't hurt anyone anymore.
All thanks to me,
Walking through the door.

Finally I spoke up,
No more pain from you.
Thanks for always being there,
And finally making it where I can come unglued.

Unglued from the past,
Where you once were.
No more crying over you,
You are just some little speck of dirt.

You are nothing to me anymore,
Yeah this is probably harsh,
But I don't care I'm tired,
Of being pushed into the dark.

I thought if I kept telling you to stop,
You eventually would.
I was hoping none of this would happen,
I never thought it could.

I hate myself for falling,
For your charm and your little game.
I'm not your target anymore,
I'm no longer stuck with shame.
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OK..Please comment and vote this is true...and is dedicated to a guy that I finally took care of...I finally spoke up and said something instead of letting it happen more. So yeah this is all true..
Please comment and or vote..
Thank you to everyone who reads this and votes or comments.
Crystal

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  • 19 years ago

    by ~â‚£ading |nspiration~

    You definitely made a right decision, he doesn't deserve your love...you're a great girl...take care...i'll check out others when i have the time.

  • 19 years ago

    by dora

    0h hUn l0t 0f em0ti0n in this. t0uching
    h0pe y0ure 0k. its g0of y0u sp0ke up
    great j0b 0n expressing y0urself! keep it up
    l0tz 0f l0ve d0ra
    -*x00o00x*-

  • 19 years ago

    by Brooke

    Omg! Gah girl! ........ there is so much pain in this! I love you so much remember that! Always!

    Love,
    Brooke

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