Cutting herself

She was born in \'88
only 17 years old
not old enough to have a full life
not old enough to have to go for the already blood stained knife
her life was good
a fantasy
a dream
or so it did seem
she hated her family
but she hated herself more
from all the pain and depression, her heart was sore
she hated how she looked
even though everyone though her beautiful
to her it was just a lull
when she looked in the mirror
all she saw was a fat ugly body
she couldnt stand to look at herself
so she puts deep cuts
right into her sensitive flesh
the blood seeps out slowly
and just for a little while the pain recedes
and slow agonizing speeds
she does this every night
till she is sure she will surely die
of all the blood,or pain
she does not care
she doesnt want to be here

plz vote and comment.thx
***i know it sucks.o well, i was juss tryin it out***