Change

You always use to say I was important to you,
And that I made you happy too,
But what happened? You no longer say it,
Maybe it is because of all my shit.

But when you do not tell me that anymore,
It makes my heart so sore,
I feel cold blood flow through my veins,
Just to tell me I have caused you pain.

But we all know there was a point to it all,
That there is a high point until it falls,
And when it reaches that time,
God only knows what remains on our mind.

I have somehow changed and no longer wish that upon,
I have wished I never put a fake tear on,
But somehow I knew it was all worth it,
Just to see if you could make it.

And I have now figured that out, your a real true friend,
And you never dared to pretend,
Cos you knew how much that would hurt me,
But I did that to you, and I did not see.

I am so sorry for doing what I did to you,
I did not ever think it would make me blue,
And now that I have lost you,
You will never imagine of what I am going to do.

There were good times,
Where all we would do is play tricks on each others minds,
I never imagined of how this has turned out,
Now all I do is scream and shout.

I could never imagine life without you,
I have always included you,
I always had wished we were best friends,
And now that we are, that it will never end.

But now it has ended and its gone,
Time to relive my life, reborn,
But somehow I always will know,
That we were friends and I treated you low.

Time for a change,
Time to re-arrange,
Life is never going to be the same,
And I will take all blame.