Somebody stop me
before I break down
But wait, its too late
I'm already on the ground
But maybe if you pick me up
Lay me down in a bed
Then maybe you can save me
From the demons inside my head
The demons that control me
That swirl behind my eyes
That haunt and taunt me
And preach sweet suicide
I think that's what I want
But when I put paper to pen
My doubts, they come out
And I decide to think again
I think of what death would be
The darkness ever so deep
The silence...every so quiet
And I realize I want peace
I want peace of mind and spirit
And I want the clarity to see
Through the lies and the time
And what peace means to me
(OK, this sucks, but I NEED to get my feelings down. unfortunately, it doesn't seem to be working at the moment, and i never end up saying what I intend to say. oh well.)
