Stepping out of the darkness

Upset frowns day by day
Hope getting weaker by each morning pass
Is there anything to help
This uncompleted sorrow?
Minute to the hour
We toil in our own filth
We ourselves are disgusted
But no one else notices we're trapped
Walking the endless journey
Thinking 'I never was,never will be'
No one knows at all
What you go through with each sharp blow
The blows from the knife of sanctity
They wish for you to abide
But you may not
You think you drown in sin
Thoughts to break
Every bond you had,
Every promise you made,
Every truth uttered
From your once untainted lips
No one can tell
How you actually feel
It makes you want to cry
Hold your knees,make the tears roll by
Every night
You endure the torture of every nightmare or dream
For both pain you
More than life itself
No one knows,you seem forgotten
As the clear sky others always knew
Looks gray-drizzled in your view
It seems all hope is lost
I wish it not
But time does not know what makes you drown
In self pity
Ruined emotions
No one can help
No one but you
Can take away your darkness
The words you must think of
When black skies unite
Onyx clouds moan
Blazen thunder roars
Is to step out of the darkness
Away from the shadows
Into your own light
The only thing
That can truly save you
From the misery in life