What happened:(

The anger thats inside me,
of what you said that day,
still makes me steam up,
makes me cry away,
what happened to best friends,
never leaving each others side,
what happened to i love you,
in a non lesbian way,
what happened to all those jokes we shared,
and our party nights,
what happened to the late phone calls,
our parents getting mad,
what happened to our beach days,
when we just lay ed and tanned,
what happened to that poem,
you wrote,
that said best friends forever,
what happened to the secrets,
that yo promised not to tell,
what happened to you
what happened to drying my tears away
and giving me a hug,
what happened to us always being there,
for each other,
no matter what had happened,
what happened to being like sisters,
never being alone,
what happened to our friendship,
which seems to be lost,
i told you about my dad,
and how i was all upset,
i told you all the secrets,
suddenly you cracked,
said you couldn't be friends,
with a depressed girl,
it was too hard for you,
well now you've left me dying,
with not a friend in the world,
i sometimes see you around,
you don't even take a glance,
pretend i don't even exist,
that I'm not alive in this world,
life was hard before i lost you,
now there is nothing left,
Ive lost my family,
anyone Ive loved,
i lost close friends to suicide,
but now Ive lost,
my best friend