Pain

So many things going on,
i can barely make it through the day
cant figure out wats wrong,
so many things in my head.
wish it could all end right now,
but i dont wanna go the wrong way,
and if i make it through today
will tomorrow be the same?
i'm just here with too much pain,
and i wish it will all go away!
god please help me go through on more day,
before i get a knife and kill my pain!