I stare out a window
and hide my pain.
I feel like going insane.
Life hasn't granted me the wishes
I desire,
For I am not worthy of such desires.
so I am told.
For now your gone
and I am lost.
I have no where to go,
No friends or foes.
Longing for someone to come,
For I can't go home,
at least not now.
Why did you leave,
for I am so alone.
With out you i'm not whole.
I'm begging you to come back,
Home to me.
I did no wrong.
It was you.
So how could I miss you.
You stabed me in the back,
and all you did was laugh.
So maybe I should go,
and leave YOU behind
For I have no sympathy or regrates.
So I guess I'll leave
this for you so when you read
you'll know
How I can't stand you
for you are just a little boy
who needs to grow up.