Lost*Hope

I believed there could finally,
be a chance,
that in my life,
there could be true romance;

I let myself,
fall freely,
and not to my surprise,
it wasn\\\'t discreetly;

I\\\'m wishing more and more,
you could really be mine,
that for once in my life,
it wouldn\\\'t follow the same design;

I could slit my wrist,
or break my arm,
but nothings as bad,
as you breaking my heart;

I could have,
everything I want,
but if I cant really have you,
its pointless from the start;