Why do i feel this way?
i cant stop it.
and it wont go away.
i lost my way a long time ago and cant find the right path.
the things i do, the people i see.
they don't help me to feel any better only for a little while.
i thought i had just came to a bump in the road.
but i found out that i have fallin into the the endless pit to hell.
burning.
falling.
disappearing w/ endless pain.
but all i know is pain, so why would falling be so different for me.
constant thoughts of bad things.
things i know that hinder me from climbing back up to where i should be.
but thats a place i know i will never find.
not anymore.
not now, not ever.
NEVER.
i realize that now.
i no now that i will always feel this way.
it will never end.
it will never go away.
these feelings i have.
