This is the real me...

I wish you understood how it feels,
Not to believe in anything,
I wish you knew how I keep everything sealed,
Do you know how many tears that brings?

I wish you knew how i feel inside,
Hollow, weak, insecure,
No wonder I always want to hide,
So I'm a psycho, I know for sure.

I grab this knife,
Then I wouldn't feel so empty,
I would peacefully die,
Who would care?Not plenty.

This heart of mine has been shattered too many times,
I tried sticking it together with glue,
But this time it's crossed the line,
The only person who can fix it is you...

So in a matter of time I\\\'ll be dead,
\\\"Rest in peace,\\\"
Is it all in my head?
Or is this how i truly feel?

So next time you tell me you love me for who i am,
Look me in the eye and tell me,
Do you think you can?
The answers no, so just leave me alone and let me be...