It has been so bad
I have been so sad
I lost everything I had
all the ones I love
I left my husband got tired of the abuse
could not take it any more
took my girls walked out the door
but then through it all
in courts he won some how
at least for now
then I find a woman I love
she is all I can think of
but then I lose her to
now what do I do
how do i go on
cause I can not handle the pain
of this year
I feel like taking a knife
and taking my life
just to get away from the pain
