Ive changed so much this year its crazy,
I wish I could turn back to who I was,
Someone who was happy,
Who was always there for everyone no matter who they were and what they did,
Someone who didn\'t show her emotions to anyone,
Weather it was pain, sadness, anger, or stress,
But now
I can barely look at myself without thinking:
Who have I become?
I hate myself,
Im always depressed,
Dont want to talk to anyone,
So I push them all away,
Sometimes even my close friends by accident,
But what difference would it of made if I didnt,
Next year it will be so different,
After this summer everything would have changed!
And for me,
I hope I change back to whom
I used to be!!!