A Letter To My Son... --Not True--

"I feel like a part of me is empty,
I feel like a part of within is gone,
I need you here to be by my side,
Because I feel so sad and alone.

Since that cruel day 19 years ago,
When you where taken from me,
That rainy night I still remember,
When I lost an inner part of me.

My life was left with emptiness,
From the day you was taken away,
Since that man pulled that trigger,
Its a memory I remember every day.

That memory lives inside of my mind,
And replays every day inside my head,
It makes me feel like the only responsible,
For not have done something to stop your death.

I couldn't protect you from that man,
He shot you and took away your life,
Letting me scarred forever inside,
Causing me the most painful strife.

I'm sorry for not preventing your death,
I'm sorry for not being useful and strong,
I'm sorry I couldn't do anything that night,
Please forgive me my beloved son..." :'(

(C) Written By Marielys
[NOT TRUE]