Well this won't be exactly perfect, but then again nothing is...so here I go.
It's kinda a song...
Well here I go.
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"This is a song for that special someone that cared too much"
--It rolled,like the thunder
Nothing left,nothing gone
And yet everything,everything misplaced--
--I'm just walking
And I'm losing my head
In this slow loneliness
Killing me slower than any hard pain--
Don't know where I'll go
Don't know what to show
All I know is I can't come back again
And we can't even be friends
All I know is these tears are
Falling down
To the ground
But are they even real?
I wish someone could listen
I wish someone could hear
How much I wished someone would chase away
All of my fears,wipe all my tears,keep me for years
And it's killing me slower with each morning come
Don't know the ending of my lovely dawn
But
It's.......here
To take me forever
From life
Just killing me
Stabbing me
In the back
I'm about to crack
Ain't nothing left
To soothe the pain
To help me
But please
Don't leave me
Begging on my knees
I'm just falling in love
With three different people
I love all of them
The problem is they're girls
Their names are
Me,Myself,and I
I don't know who to pick
But they're always hanging out with me
I can't breathe when they talk
I listen to myself
I don't know why
But I think I love myself
More than any boy
And I'm strumming
The endless ocean with my words
No one likes
To just smile at a freak like me
But it's still killing me slowly as each morning comes
One day
I know I'll be simply done
Because
No one knows
I'm crying
Because
This song is helping
Keep me in hiding
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Kristi Hancock
September 30,2005.
Tomorrow is October.
I'll tell myself never to give up.
That's all
Just a search
For the right person
To make me feel better
