Nobody knows the life i live.
no one knows the pain i go through,
no one understands what i deal with everyday,
no one knows when i get home i cry and want to die,
and i have no reason why,
things that i feel and that happen to me i keep it to myself,
i can't set it free,
it builds up inside of me and the only way i can let it out is if i cry my eyes out,
people think my is perfect because they think i get everything i want,
they think it's great,
they think it's a piece of cake,
but if my life is so prefect then why do i want to take it away from me,
I'm scared to say i have tried to take my life away,
but i can't bring myself to do it,
i can't do it that way,
i can't stick a knife that deep into my skin,
i would be committing a sin,
what i need is someone to talk to ,
that would be great,
but for some reason i can't even do that,
these things that i feel are hard to explain,
and i don't even know who to blame,
but what i do know is that this is a shame,
i shouldn't live my life to want to die,
i shouldn't live to want to cry,
i shouldn't live my life in a lie,
i should show the way i really feel,
but i can't,
because people would think i was faking it,
and i would ruin what life that i do have,
if i really knew why i cry,
i probably wouldn't want to die but,
nobody nows the life i live,
no one knows the pain i go through, and
no one understands what i deal with everyday,
