I'm sitting here.
Nothing is clear.
Everything is going wrong.
It's been so long.
Am I going the right way?
Can I believe what they say?
The pain inside I cannot bare.
When walking, everyone has to stare.
The dark days;
The wrong ways.
A road not taken.
Am I forsaken?
Drive it all in...
No matter what I cannot win.
My heart bleeds with pleasure.
Will this change...Never!
Asleep to the rays of light.
I will never win this fight.