Let Down*~

You write so many letters and poems
to let him know how you feel
you try to call him every night
to tell him your feeling for real

but he never answer the phone
and you know what to do
you think he is ignoring you
because your feelings for him are true

you try to let him go
because your mind thinks he doesn't want you
you try to move on
because he broke your heart

but the feelings you have for him are
strong and deep
you want to let him go
but at night you can't sleep

you want to hear voice
because you want to know if he is okay
you want him by your side
because of the way he makes you feel everyday

you lay awake at night
because there is so much pain in your heart
you try to sleep
but he is tearing you apart

he gives you mixed feelings
because you don't know how he feels
he keeps confusing you
and not being real

you don't know how he feels
because you're afraid he doesn't feel the same way
you have no idea on what he wants
because he's so far away

but he's hurting inside
and causing you pain
and you know what to do
when things aren't the same

he doesn't call me
to tell you he's okay
and He doesn't know how i feel
when he's so far away

but he doesn't know where I'm coming from
and he doesn't understand me
i want him to know how i feel
because everything isn't used to be

every night i go to bed crying
because the pain I'm in
i want him to kn ow how i feel
but i don't know where to begin

my ming is holding me back
but my heart wants to know
and i am so confused
because i don't know how to let my feelings show

but i am scared of what will happen
i am scared of what you'll say
i am scared of you not feeling how i feel
when I've been loving you all these days

but please don't call me pain
and do me wrong
because i love you so much
with all my heart

trying to show you how i really feel