I'll watch over you soon....

I feel so fat and ugly
i want to die real bad
i want to be forgotten
i hope they wont get sad

people go away
how dare you say that shit
mind your f u k i n business
I'm sick of all of it

I'm sick of people saying
mean things about me
i wish people would go away
i wish that they could see

how would they feel
if they lived my life
they would no how it feels
to use that f u k i n knife!

i hold on with all i can
but it would be easier letting go
even though i did nothing
what YOU did was low

so pull my insides out
with all the things you say
call me names and shit
then take me away

cry your little eyes out
when i go and die
i hope you f u k i n regret it all
i hope you f u k i n cry

to all my friends I'll miss
live your life with a smile
we will be reunited
but I'll have to wait awhile

cause I'll be watching over you
I'll get rid of all your pain
i couldn't take my life
it was driving me insane

hey people this poem is just about me and how people say mean things that does make you want to die...