Feelings

I'm trying to figure myself out
I'm trying to breathe clearly
I'm so lost in my own mess
I find my thoughts alone deadly

Yet nothing ever feels alright
I have no truth
Everything is all of pretend
Yet i find myself not knowing what to do

Will someone please save me
Save me from myself
Inside i am slowly dying
Yet i wont let anybody help

I need to get away
Far from here
It's all tearing me apart
i myself am beginning to fear

Alone i stand
I will not be lied to
So i wont ever let them in
In fear of what they might do

I just want someone to love me for me
And not for this person i appear to be

I don't want to face this life on my own
No I'm too scared
Please someone take my hand
I'm so tired of being alone...