I'm Done

I've given it all up
I'm done with all the pain
I'm sick of people watching me
As I hide behind my shame
I'm over always hoping
I've moved on from all the tears
I'm ending all the praying
That may someday cure my fears
I'm done with always trying
Getting it out through all my rhymes
I'm no longer going to fight it
I've cried too many times
I'm sick of going to sleep at night
Thinking in the morning I'll be well
Drifting into a fantasy
And then waking back in hell
I'm over hoping I'll get better
I'm done with sleepless nights
I'm sick of thinking maybe
That soon I'll be alright