Now im strong

I hate crying
cause crying means you\'re weak
well guess what
you had me weak
and i couldn\'t stop the tears
cause to stop the tears
would mean to leave you
but i couldn\'t do that
cause like a drug addict
you had me hooked
and i kept takin it
i felt like i was at mcdonalds
i was lovin it
but now i realize
i never had your love
all i had were your fake words
and i got high off those words every time
and i cant lie
most of the things you told me
still make me smile
but its ok cause
i don\'t wanna be high anymore
cause your not worth the tears
that fall from my eyes
so i promise myself
from this day on
i will remain sober
cause you\'re not worth
the pain i was putting myself through
cause at the end of the day
it all adds up the same
you wasn\'t worth the tears or the fears
you had me thinkin
i was doin something wrong
you had me thinkin
maybe i was being to shy
or
maybe i wasn\'t doing enough for u
but now i realize
i didn\'t do anything wrong
it was you that messed up
cause i was the one
who remained faithful and truthful
through and through
i did everything i was supposed to
but i have a question for you
did you let all them other girls
get in the way of us
cause you really didn\'t care
or
cause you were horny
and i wouldn\'t give it up
you know what
it doesn\'t even matter
cause I\'m through with you
and i know now
i shouldve never cried
i shouldve never let you
get me so weak
and i know
i shouldve never let my cheeks
get so wet with tears
but guess what
my cheeks are dry now
and their gonna stay dry
cause now i know
i deserve better
and you
don\'t deserve me
cause I\'m way 2 good for you
and i know
you could get other girls
but none of them
can compare to me
and soon enough
you\'ll realize that
and even though I\'m so mad at you
and i wanna hate you
i cant cause i still love you
and i always will
but its ok though
cause I\'m gonna find someone
thats gonna love me unconditionally
call me everyday
call me baby
tell me they love me
and never make me cry
cause you know what
the only man worth crying for
will never make you cry
and guess what sweetie
you didn\'t fit that description
so you know what
now my cheeks are dry
and no more tears will fall from my eyes
cause i was weak for so long
and now
i finally choose to be strong