Why?
Why is it that when I look at you I want to cry?
Why is it that when I go to bed I wish you was there by my side?
Why is it that when I turn my back to you its not because I can not look at you but because I cant let you see my tears?
Why is it that I know I cant be with you, but wish to be so much?
Why is it that I gave up what I loved just so I would not ruin yours and hers relationship?
Why is it that when I talk to you I wish to hear your voice forever?
Why is it that when you say I love you to her I just want to scream?
Why?
I can tell you why
I want to cry when I look at you because I love you and know its never going to be.
I want you by my side because you are the only guy I love and I can not settle for less then you.
I turn my back to you because I do not want you to see my tears because then you will feel bad,
I want to be with you so much because you are the one for me, but I guess also for her,
I gave up what I loved because you wanted to be with her, and she makes you happy.
I wish to hear your voice forever, by my side, and I love your voice.
I want to scream when you say I love you to her because I love you just as much and know she has you.
But still I ask myself...
You know all the reasons to these But can you figure out why on gods green earth you will make yourself unhappy just so he is happy?
I can tell you why.....
Because your happiness means more to me then my own.
And thats how it goes
