Up all nite, just cant sleep
Thinking about the promise I didn’t keep
Wondering why its so different for me
This never happened to him even though many cuts you could see
I just don’t understand why my case is so much worse
He has lost enough blood to fill any vampires thirst
Very little did mine even bleed
I just don’t understand and confusion is the last thing I need!
I don’t want to cut once more
But now that my skin was once torn
And I have caused you all this hurt
I feel like I don’t deserve to breathe, like I am not better then dirt
No one trusts me these days
And they question everything I say
I know… I know that is my fault
I should have just kept it all locked away in the vault
You don’t understand what I am feeling
You don’t see the emotions with which I am dealing
I have no trust and everyone is mad at me
I am dealing with the most and getting no sympathy
I have no one to talk to,
It doesn’t do much good to talk to all you
It feels like no one care even though there is proof I am wrong
Soon, everything better go back to normal cuz I cant take this all that long
