Fear of being normal

Yea, though I walk
through the shadows,
I fear no evil
because I am evil.
And, yea, though
I walk in the light
I fear no good
for I am good.
I am as comfortable
in hell as I am
in heaven because
I am not alone.
I once was lonely
because I felt alone
though friends were
all around me.
I thought I needed
a mate to be with me
but once I had one
and wanted to be free.
I had read so much
and heard so much
and I thought that
I was learned.
Then I found a place
where the people
talk to the tombstones
and the tombstones
talk back.
In the land of the
living the dead
frightened me
and in the land
of the dead
I was comforted
by the living.
I had to die
before I could live
among the living
and the dead.
At last I know a truth
that I can comfortably say.
I am a normal
and I wouldn't wish me
on my worst enemy.
I now can face
my biggest fear.
What if I found
my perfect match
and how could I cope
with two of me?