Lost In Translation - 02/10/2005

For so long I called you my brother,
I trust my whole life with you,
We got along so very well,
Now I don't know what to do with everything you knew.

I feel I'm lost in translation,
I feel I'm in another country,
Not understanding the language,
And not knowing what to see.

I'm sorry for the messages I wrote,
They were harsh and cruel,
But please understand,
Please listen to why I feel like a tool.

In the past two and a half weeks,
I have bathed your boys,
I have feed your boys,
I have cleaned up their toys.

I have read stories to them,
I have cooked cakes and cookies too,
I have been their mum doing everything for them,
I have done everything that I think I have to do.

I don't know what to believe anymore,
Weather you really do care,
Or if it's just a suck up game,
I guess I should be aware.

I never thought this would happen,
Or, if it did, if I would feel like this?
I feel that someone close to me has died,
And I'm left alone, wondering what really exists.

I never knew that losing a brother-in-law,
Was so hard, packing his things,
Watching him take it all away,
Now I wish I had wings.

I know for a fact,
That your boys will suffer till their blue,
That's why you need to a relationship with them,
You need to spend more time with them to.

I know what your boys will soon feel,
That's why it's probably better you trust me on this,
As much as you probably don't want to,
I want to make sure the boys have a dad, who doesn't want to take a miss.

This is why I feel lost in translation.
I have lost a part of family.
Dedicated to Glen.