Out of reach

I've had this feeling for what seems like eternity
it's weighing down my heart, like a heavy burden
my insides knot and twist whenever i catch your deep dazzling gaze
and my whole body trembles when you hold me in you arms
hoping you'll never let go

i know I'm young, but my feelings for you are so strong
they tear and rip up my insides as i wish i could tell you of my love for you
I'd give anything to be together
but i can't bear the thought of you turning me down, breaking my heart
not now, not ever

your beauty is like something I've never known
so amazing, so majestic, so immense, yet so unbearable
your happiness seeps in and fills me with light
even during the the most miserable of times

i just want to feel the warmth of your lips pressing softly against mine
the smooth comfort of your breath on my neck
the security of your arms when I'm scared
the heat of your penetrating gaze taking me in
but for me, it's all out of reach