Suicide

Feelings of depression,
feelings of death,
feelings of suicide,
just puts me to the test.

nothing I say,
nothing I do,
Can keep me from,
wanting to hit u.

Right now I'm losing my mind,
it's only a little time,
till I feel the pain of death,
and the pain of regret.

I wish I could only go back,
to my little years,
when I never had any tears,
and had barley any fears.

but that time is over,
now I have many fears,
Nothing can stop any of my tears,
and this has been going on for years.

I always have to fight,
I can never hold on tight,
every single day and night,
I think of suicide.

I just wish I had a life,
but I'll never know the meaning of it,
but what I do have is alot of strife,
Now my time has come.

I can end it all,
with this glass and knife,
and then I can just,
watch my life as it falls.

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