I miss you

Crying won't bring you back
I've cried a million tears
Wishing won't bring you back
I've wished for 4 years

You were the only one that loved me
You were the only one that cared
I can never forget
The great memories that we shared

You had a bad life
After you died I had one too
But I know you will always be there
To help me pull through

I've suffered so much
Since you've been gone
Not just on the inside too
Skin has been torn

He takes it out on me
It just isn't fair
He doesn't give a damn about me
He has never cared

I've thought of getting out of here forever
But then I thought of Caity
I couldn't do it to Caitlin
When he has upset her lately

She is dead scared of him
And I guess I am too
But its ok I protect her
And always will, no matter what he'll do

She is my only real family
And then I have my friends
I know they will be there for me
Until the very end

Lately I've remembered your funeral
And the day you died
The day I saw you in your coffin
The days I just sat the and cried

I miss you so much
I don't think I can cope
But Caitlin and all my friends tell me
That I can never lose hope

I know you watching over me
And I hope I make you proud
Im sorry for all the times
That I made you frown

We all really miss you
I don't lie
Every time I think of you
I just break down and cry

I will get revenge mum
On the ones who ended your life
I hate them so much
I don't care if I get in any strife

Everyday ill try my best
Try to make you smile
And maybe I will
Just for a while

Every night I think of you
And if you are ok
If you are happy now
I guess this is what im trying to say
I miss you...