I loved you

He wrote me a poem,
so kind and sweet,
made me so happy,
made me feel special,
the suddenly one day
he shot me down,
made my heart break,
once again,
there i was saying,
there will be a new me,
then i get hurt.
I did what i could,
not to hurt him,
i loved with my heart,
was there when he needed,
lost many friends,
just to be with him,
then he goes and betrays me,
I'm 17,
so ugly and fat,
obviously not made,
to have a boyfriend,
or even a happy life at all,
i love you,
why couldn't you see that,
you told me you loved me,
but obviously wasn't true,
now i my heart has shattered and here is a quote
IT takes only seconds for a heart to shatter, for years for it to mend
my heart will be crying,
over you for years