Whole?

I used to dance in the rain,
I used to sing happy songs,
I used to smile and laugh at the most smallest things...
Now I never dance in the rain,
I never sing happy songs,
I never smile or laugh...
Now im just broken,
Broken and confused,
Lost but at home,
Crying but having no fear?
Will the old me ever come back to the place I call home,
will the crying disappear will I ever become whole?

- Crap i know