I want to freeze the times when you loved me
When were so madly in love
It was sickening
I want to freeze the times when you cared for me
You helped me off my feet
And helped make ends meet
I want to freeze the times when there was no one but me
When I never had to worry if you were true
Because we were so much in love I was meant to trust you
I want to freeze the times when you’d call me just to say I love you
When you took time out of your busy day
To assure me you would never leave
And you said for us, every night you’d pray
I want to freeze the times when you were happy with me
You never stopped saying you loved me
And that I was so damn pretty
I want to erase the times when you hurt me
When you hurt me so bad
I’d cry myself to sleep
I want to erase the times when you lied to me
When you said I was the only one
Until you admitted proudly you cheated on me
I want to erase the times when I loved you
When my feelings were so strong
But I knew this love was wrong
I want to erase the time when I met you
It was the most perfect day and also the worst
Little did I know I’d fall for you
It almost feels as if I’ve been cursed
I want to erase every memory of you
The good times,
And the horrible things I went through
I thought you were my one true love
But you deceived me from the very first hug