You should be here hurting as much as i hurt
you should be hurtling like somebody threw your heart in the dirt
you should be feeling like you wanna die
you should be feeling like nothing is ever going to be alright
you should be at your house punching wals like i am at mine
you should be at your house thinking about all our good times
you should be crying till your eyes are puffy and red
you should be looking at your arm astonished at all the blood you bleed
you should be feeling betrayed like i do
but as i sit here, i realized
you never loved me as much as i loved you
