Sudden Turns

If I hadn't left you in the dark
Would you still be here now?
And if I had been understanding
Would you have stayed with me?
To see what would've happened
Is too hard for me to do.
Because I could've done thing differently
To save things and kept you.
Life takes sudden turns and changes
Lives can change from day to day
And if we do things differently
It doesn't mean they'll stay the same, stay the same.
And if I had been kinder to your family
Would they have liked me for who I am?
And if I had stayed by your side
Would you have been more loyal to me?
To think about what happened
Is too painful for my heart.
I wish I could just take it back
And go back to the start.
Life takes sudden turns and changes
Life can be so simple sometimes
And if it is it doesn't mean that
Things will stay the same, stay the same.
And if I had kept my secrets, and if I hadn't changed
And if I had to live forever, it doesn't mean that I would stay the same
Life takes sudden turns and changes
Life is so confusing sometimes
I wish I could be sure and I could
Make things stay the same, stat the same