Lost

I wish I could find,
a dark hole just for me...

Where I can run and stay,
and where no one can see...

But till I find that hole,
forever lost I'll stay...

Putting on a fake smile,
each and everyday...

wishing I could find,
someone that understands...

because with you gone,
I fell like I lost my helping hand...

I'll have unlimited tears,
I try to hold them tight...

But when I find my dark hole,
I'll let them go all night....

So I guess I'll have to deal,
With the fact that I'm alone...

And my dark hole will be,
In my room, in my home....

I dedicate this poem to my dad.. He passed away september 9th.
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