This is for my 20 year old cousin who died January 2, 2005. i miss you bro
why did you have to go and leave me here alone. you were like a bro but now you are gone. i dont know what to do without you. everything is so different now and i feel so blue. all i think about is how much i miss you. the days are long and sad. because i feel so bad. its been a long time since ive seen your smile and i guess im gonna have to wait a while. i will miss most of all your laugh. when you left it broke my heart in half. i shall never say goodbye. cause it means forever. i just dont understand why you had to leave like you did. for goodness sake you were still only a kid. i know now that you are not here. so ill always hold the memories of you very near.
