My feelings

I wake up every morning crying. because im afraid ill end up dying. im suicidal i know. i have the scars to show. i think 15 years is long enough for me on eath. ive wanted to kill myself ever since my birth. if i loose the one person whose ever noticed me ill be gone in a split second dont you see. this world is nothing but hell that we are living in. full of nothing but thiefs, robbers, and sin. please if there is a god out there. be a little fair and stop the pain. just break the chain of all the hurting on this earth. which you could have stopped at everyones birth