No One Can Help.

Surrounded by people,
And yet on my own.
I remember the times,
I said leave me alone.

I wish that i hadn't,
And been with my friends.
But now all my smiles,
Are upside down at the ends.

I have no where to run,
No where to hide.
I am cold,
And dead inside.

There's no one,
That can help me stand.
If i find some strength,
I'm sure that i can.

But i am too weak,
I am torn at the seems.
Even the devil,
Gets into my dreams.

I can't get out,
Of this dark nightmare.
Why can't i live,
This is unfair.

Don't try to help,
Its all in vain.
No one on earth,
Can end this pain.

Only he,
can make the choice.
To give my life back,
And to give me my voice.

But i won't get my hopes up,
I won't start to pray.
Because every thing's not,
Going to be OK.

I'll just sit here,
Take all the abuse.
I won't fight back,
Because fighting no use.

I'll just sit here,
And wait to die.
While i am waiting,
I'll just sit and cry.