This Life

Out of all the lives that were given,
Why did I have to get this one?
Laughs and smiles
Are all around me,
And all I can do is cry.
Cry with my blade next to me,
Cutting into my soul
Wearing me pain on my body
My emotions are drained
As I lay in the memories
The pieces of my heart
Lay broken and shattered on the ground.
Why did it have to be like this?
I guess even happiness has its toll.
I don't remember how to fake a smile
It's been so long
Happiness is all around me
But I guess I'm on my own
Out of all the lives that were given,
Why this one?