Another Day. . .

Another day of lonliness
another day of pain
another day of hiding
behind jackets and long sleeves

another day of fading
another day of black
another day of realizing
that I can never go back.

another day of numbness
another day of cold
another day of noticing
that this wound is now so old

another day of lonliness
another day of cuts
another day of every thing
driving me nuts

another day of faking
another day of plastic
another day of laughs
that I wish I wasn't laughin'

another day of nothing
another day of lies
another day of blinking away
the forming tears in my eyes

another day of breakdowns
another day of shame
another day of realizing
every day will be the same

another day of pity
another day gone bad
another day where everything
just seems to make me mad

another day of heartache
another day of none
another day of wishing that soon
I can just be gone

another day of considering
another day of hope
another day to write all my feelings
and try so hard to cope

another day of staring
another day of space
another day I wish I was
any other freaking place.

another day of wishing
another day of pray
another day of waiting
just waiting for my last day

another day of lonliness
another day of pain
another day of hiding
behind jackets and long sleeves...