I decided to go to this party,
This was the night id never forget.
I thought id stay sober,
But after awhile drunk is what I started to get.
I drank one,
Then another.
Finding it so hard to stop,
Till I was summoned by my mother.
I grabbed my keys,
Headed for my car.
I couldnt walk that well,
The drive home was so far.
Along the curves
I went.
I didn\'t see her there,
But then her life was spent.
I freaked out,
I didnt know what to do.
Wouldn\'t she be missed,
What would they go through.
I got back in my car,
Left her there to die.
I was in no condition to think,
And there was no way I could lie.
That morning when I awoke,
I didnt remember it at all
All I could think about,
Was that party off the wall.
I went to school so happy,
It was mine and my girlfriends anniversary.
She didnt show up for school though,
And I was still not wary.
Right after school,
I left to buy her flowers.
And that perfect card to find,
Took me many hours.
I stopped on by her house,
To find a police man there.
I asked them where she was,
They then told me where.
I couldnt believe it was happening,
I thought last night was just a dream.
Could it really be I killed her,
I just wanted to scream.
Time and place,
It was all the same.
That party was suppose to be,
Just like a fun game.
All the alcohol I drank,
All the fun I had.
Washed away in my sorrows,
Of the life she now doesnt have.
I went home and cried,
It wasnt helping any.
I couldnt take the pain,
The guilty feelings were just too many.
I took out my gun,
To end it all.
I wrote them a note,
Then hung it on my wall.
In that note I explained,
Why I couldnt survive.
My last request was for my grave to say,
\"To all those who love and are loved, Never drink and drive\"
